Every single time I see a picture of you my my heart starts to beat really, super fast! It's because I am still grieving your passing and I love you so very much. And I don't have to be looking through an old photo album or Facebook, I'll just be browsing picture folders on my computer and I come across one and just like that, I drop everything else I was thinking about.
There are no words and no actions to show how much I miss my precious grandma - all I know is it tears me apart to this day. I find strength in Christ and my family here. They are the reason I can go on. I know you're here with me. I don't doubt that for a second. The thing is, you aren't apparent to me right now (meaning I can not see you and talk to you). It's so tough. I love you so much!
I thank God that I got to have you growing up. ♥ I just wish my children could meet you. Everyone should have someone as special as you in their life.
Madalaine Marie
