Love is NOT a choice. It never is.
OH! But how beautiful love is when the feeling is mutual! I mean, have you ever ended up feeling something very strong for someone you never expected you would ever have feelings for? And never acted on your feelings because you were afraid of loosing them altogether because something major was in the way?
Ahh, you want the details now, but I am not going into that..
It is just that, for once, I won't; I can not act on my feelings. :'(
I mean, it's not like I CHOSE to feel this way; to love them. It just came to be over time. It was NOT a decision made.
So I sorta ended up writing a poem about it, so here goes....
Something about you
So hard to explain
If you only knew
You'd be truly blown away
Crush. Crush. Crush.
I wish we could just pretend,
Pretend it wasn't like this
And start all over again
My heart says yes,
My mind says no,
What can I do
When I admire you so?
You are unlike the others
In a way I can't really describe
Somewhat mysterious
But yet, nothing to hide
I open myself up
To the possibility and know
It won't be, can't be
But I can't just simply let go
For I have found a diamond
In a world that's such a mess,
I want to spend more time with you
I love your way I guess
- Madalaine Marie
